Friday, September 29, 2006 9/29/2006 11:49:00 PM

before i begin raving.. bin, u suck.. ig, u suck even MORE! i've never eaten more in my life!! good grief!!! ok.. went to meet drea, ig, and bin to study at coffee bean near the arts museum.. haha.. ben dan bin hong kept pinching me! guess y? :p did a few MCQs den went over to the arts museum.. once again, it din disappoint me.. beautiful artwork.. haha.. one very interesting one.. jus a crate... on the crate it said: Just in Case. and there was peephole for us to look in... drea was so scared n all.. den i looked n laughed out loud.. there was a word "JUST" inside the crate! just in case! hahaha... drea went off soon after whilst the three of us toured.. den went to NEWTON to eat.. all ig's fault! we had to buy a stingray cos the lady helped us get a table n ig accepted.. DEN he said he din eat stingray! DEN he poked our food! bin hong n i had to stuff our already overfilled tummies with more food.. gave bin hong the fleshy part (lil did i noe that he had passed it to me when i wasn't lookin), den went off to look for a bus stop.. on the way there... walked past the old newton... dilapidated and overall, freaky.. ig kept makin freaky comments! n we were all alone n all.. den he scared me!!! i pulled bin's sleeve thinkin he was more trustworthy.. 2 mins later.. aaaaiieee!!! bin let out a bloodcurdling shriek that shook my senses n made me jump like i've never jumped before! asses.. all bullying me... on the bright side, they both walked me to my bus stop.. :D cheers! overall.. a good day out.. den i came home.. and watch wat i think is a chick flick.. "American Pie 2"... those hu noe bout it would prob get wat i mean.. if not, dun think bout it...

ppl's views differ so much.. the fact that they still remain proves a lot.. :)


9/29/2006 12:06:00 AM

three more days til last papers... cant wait... shall not bore with u details of my life.. jus wanna say m happy happy happy today.... after sooo looong!!! :D I love you... :)


Wednesday, September 27, 2006 9/27/2006 09:04:00 PM

in the blink of an eye.. it seems the heaviest papers are over.. however, two 3 hour lit papers are still to come and, accompanying that is the MCQ and DRQ and CASE STUDY for econs.. i'm screwed.. just want this to be over.. i questioned the quote for the essay today.. QUESTIONED alright!!! like, WAY to please the marker, doubt her credibility! mrs meya's gonna have my head!!! three mins before end of exams i ask for a sheet of extra paper.. an hour into geog paper my hand feel absolutely cramped and i've finished one and a half pens already.. n it's another 3 hour paper tomorrow.. thank GOD it's in the afternoon.. i wont be able to take mugging into the night anymore.. and this has become a blabbering idiot blog again.. oh great.. i should jus shut up and seem intellectual now...



oh wat the hell.. it's my blog.. u wanna c it, deal with it.. and about the singapore idol results.. screw them... the jon supporters are jus not as enthusiastic as wasting their money on a trivial competition.. at the end of the day, it's who's more popular that counts.. not voting does not equate to a lack of popularity but the presence of sensibility. Ken is the epitomy of intellect in my opinion.. and i love the spread on his frank comments to hardy. Yet another piece to catch my attention is that of the stick thin models being banned in madrid.. YES to that! but i still wanna be thin.. thin thin thin... wanna get a belly piercing.. so many things i wanna do.. but one cant just do everythin they want eh? i wanna go out and meet the impt ppl in my life! i wanna just chuck this damned exams and run off into the sunset! right now i wanna scream all my frustrations outta the window.. but reality check.. i cant.. if i did the police'd be knockin down my door in no time.. i wanna do so many many things.. but we're all restricted aren't we? if we were to live in a world where everyone could do anythin they wanted, it's be chaotic.. and i'd probably have all the ppl hu hate me shootin me right now.. perhaps cos i'm deemed to be 'ostracised'? haha.. imagine having to live with the wrong vocab used to describe another constantly drilled into ur mind.. man, that must suck.. but hey, huever said u could mess with me? or any one of the recess clique or my frens for that matter? a seemingly 'bimbotic' appearance does not neccesarily mean u can trifle with me young man.. :) oh well, enough with lecturing lil kids bout the facts of life.. shall go on n laze for... a bit? den attempt to study persuasion... attempt.. sorry ms ang! i'm outta steam!


Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9/20/2006 10:45:00 PM

i'm exhausted.. but on the looong journey back from jurong east after studyin with a bunch of *ahems* laughin their guts out next to me, reflected on certain stuff.. along with the reminder given by the 'idiot' bout a certain article happily shown to me one morning a few days back.

Mrs Meya finished covering Othello.. the tragedy was indeed, a dampener before break... with the occasional injections of humour with 'liest' pronounced as 'leest'.. or somethin to that extent.. no offence.. and a whining 'guy' about his given role.. thought of as 'quibbling'.. HAHA... well, hu's the 'ostracised [him]bo now'? i'd suggest u look before tryin to 'impress' others with ur skewed opinions..

anyway, was thinking through the main line of the play... "Love not wisely, but too well"... in truth, is there such a thing as loving wisely? love in itself is an irrational thing.. one cant help but fall in love can they? if i were to be asked, why i love you, there are tens of thousands of reasons.. character, personality etc etc.. but when one delves into it further, aren't there at least another with the same attributes? why you then? well.. it's that 'thing' isn't it? that unexplainable thing.. is that rationale then? food for thought...

Also, just had my first vibrant conversation with the 'idiot'.. :P he raised somethin which i had totally forgot to discuss in the midst of my distress.. the artcle a few days ago about IJ girls being labellled as "easy going" toward the opposite gender. As an IJ girl of 10 years, i beg to differ. I'm proud of my IJ heritage and shall ever hold my head high when my school or any of my sister schools are mentioned. But why deface the IJ reputation like so? undeniably, there would be some black sheep among us, but generally, though less exposed than that of the mixed schools, values though to us in our schools have kept us more chaste, might i boldy mention, than most other schools. The IJ image is constantly drilled into us and we are known in history as the 'good' girls. The IJ image was that of a compassionate lady who lives by the school motto of "simple in virtue, steadfast in duty". I've seen these words everyday for 10 years of my life, and they have left an indelible mark. I'll protect the repute of my school and question what rights has the reporter to generalise? to stereotype? furthermore, knowing that their work is to be published, accessed, and criticise, why provide such superficial statements that have obviously not been thought through and ruin the repute of a famed family of schools at the risk of the obvious consequences?

feel like i should post this.. Hymn to Father Barre (from my memories of my good old days in CHIJ)
O hear our prayer
Most holy father Barre
We are you children
watch o'er us we pray
touch many hearts
to follow in your footsteps
to dedicate
their lives to youth and poor
drawn by the Lord
to make Christ known and loved
fille us with zeal
humility
and faith
Pure love and strength
and courage without fear
to keep your spirit alive in our hearts
to keep your spirit alive in our hearts

i hope i got it right.. unsure about the spelling for the French version so yeah.. but it's a lovely song that still rings in my mind.. i miss my IJ days and won't give it up for the world. Thank you CHIJ for having blessed me with a wonderful, fulfilling childhood. I hope the journalist apologises for having maimed IJ's reputation.


Tuesday, September 19, 2006 9/19/2006 12:15:00 AM

grandma's ill.. really no mood to blog.. jus here to beseech u.. please help pray for her... really dun wan anythin to happen to her.. many thanks to Vitz, Adib and my dear Shaun for ur help and support.. i'm alright.. so long as she is..


Saturday, September 09, 2006 9/09/2006 11:26:00 PM

Society is such that a book is judged by it's cover.. no matter how much morals r drilled into us not to. Gals r constantly getting anorexia and bulimia due to such societal norms and it is understandable. Humans are naturally inclined to adapt to their surroundings as a means of survival, the sterotype against fat gals is there, and more apparent to the girls themselves, though unspoken. Here r some pics i took with drea today.

Was told i look slimmer here.. hope so.. like any other human being, i wanna fit in... drea looks hot though..

no idea y i'm not smiling.. but drea sure looks happy!

alrigh.. this is the best pic yet.. natural n fun.. :D

N these r some pics from before..

watched "My Super Ex Girlfriend" today.. instead of studyin.. ok, we studied... a bit.. but overall... not much.. :s gonna have to mug tmw.. n the days following.. y's my life filled with mugging? and worrying about my weight?! And basically tryin to live up to the requirements set by society? Then again, i'm not alone.. researched online.. here's wat i found.. girls become anorexic because:-
1. from what they hear
2. from the media
3. peer or even family pressure
4. as previously mentioned, society's sterotypes..

it's really no wonder anyone feels insecure about their weight...

anyway, back to the movie and the really skinny actresses in them.. well, the main idea, "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned". And stresses on the superficiality of society such that the men evaluate the girls in terms of how they look first before deciding they wanna chat them up.. nothing to do with perhaps how demure the girl is, or her intelligent conversations (both of which i lack), but how she looks. the babes in the movie, blonde, THIN and beautiful... this also applies for the guys.. there's this particular guy hu is ugly n basically a klutz, tryin to court the pretty bartender.. and the only time he gets her is when he is associated to the famous superhero.. girls are admittedly materialistic and shallow as well.. Everyone is.. it's the way in which society functions.. i'm in a mood today.. feel free to discuss... the issue, not my mood..


Wednesday, September 06, 2006 9/06/2006 11:31:00 PM

spent the day mugging.. n time flew.. in no time at all it'd be the promos n i feel absolutely unprepared!!!! vitz's countdown thing is drivin me nuts!!! so much to do, so lil time... went back to skool to get my remaining notes today.. den off to meet bin n drea to study.. all the way til about 7? but din get to do much.. mostly geog.. gosh wat about econs?!?!?! :S keynes is killing me, urban geog has enveloped me, and shakespeare and austen consumes me..

bloody phone spoilt again.. went to soup spoon again to eat.. wonderful thai chicken salad, and soup was great.. hu'd have thought that'd be filling?! haha.. made faces of our future spouses with the leftovers... pics were taken with drea's phone but cant seem to transfer pics again.. shauuun! haha.. :D

my 'husband' had red chacha eyes and one clam eyeball, leaf lashes, lemon mouth and celery nose, called "Thai Chicken Husband"! hahahhaha... drea had a 'husband' with brown chacha eyes, green chacha nose, lemon mouth, tomato soup hair and celery moustache! caleld him, "Clam Chower Husband"! bin hong's 'wife' had two yellow chacha eyes, which were leaking yellow 'pus' hahaha... and a lemon mouth with a orange forehead thingy.. nicknamed "Chilli Chicken Wife"! hahahahha.. ok, we're lame.. but hey, needed to destress right?! after which drea got all ditzy and needed to be led by 'mummy' me to the ladies.. hahahaha..

whilst waiting for drea to come out of the ladies, where we later found out she had turned wrongly and lost her way.. haha.. i saw some guy at the crumpler shop makin weird actions out the glass panels.. tot, hey, he looks familiar! n lo and behold.. my past catches up with me.. he hadn't seemed to have grown.. :s seemed shorter den before.. or maybe i grew.. :p dun think he saw me, but better still.. took a lil walk around the shop to confirm it was him, and my suspicions were confirmed.. bin hong, bein the ass he is, went n said my name aloud, it was a good thing he din hear.. phew.. no more run-ins with him pls.. haha... went home after... fun day though! even though most of it was studyin.. :p


Tuesday, September 05, 2006 9/05/2006 09:14:00 PM

Had lit lesson yesterday.. some talk by local 'reknowned' poet, Lily Loy... all about nature.. descriptive poems that r, i find, rather shallow, without a deeper meanign to it.. not as fun when it comes to analysing... this is wat i gleaned from it.. INSPIRATION to do my own works of 'art' i hope.. haha.. take a look below n feel free to share ur interpretations of them... :D



Bin honnngg! i promised u i'd put this pic up.. this was a pic of bin hong bein 'himself' whilst waiting for the Samuel Beckett plays to begin.. i'd put the video if i could but no tech knowledge to do so.. luckily for him.. :p

Here we have the three guys.. lookin good! like a boyband sorta? :p


have many more photos to share but the blog thing seems to allow only these few.. oh well.. look out for more at my friendster photo albums! :D gonna study for the entire day with drea n bin.. he's gonna kill me for the above but oh well.. haven't started studyin at all!!! :S all hw hw hw, pw pw pw... feel sooo dead!!! cant slip!!!! sob.. gonna study my guts out tmw.. had econs lesson this morn.. was alright.. FELL, literally, asleep.. :S haha.. so embarrassing.. told myself to finish mrs meya's essay by tonight, but night time isn't my optimum time hence.. :p was readin all bout joakim in his blog n stuff... they keep emphasising on the FACT that Singapore Idol is a singing competition, but let's all face reality man, it's more about popularity.. n apparently someone even went to the extent of tellin him 'you sucks' on their bikes! i mean like really, how juvenile is that? even the language is juvenile! like hello, u SUCK, not SUCKS! sheesh.. cant even criticise one properly..

anyway... have been spendin more time with da recess clique.. drea, vic ig.. love u guys!!! love my pw group too! though we dun exactly accomplish much, we have fun.. n love su for bein so tolerant of our constant side tracking.. can tell u're one very focused babe! :D i'm soo lucky for the group i've got.. all management kids, but really organised and focused, not to mention succint.. unlike the lit student there hu's all flowery n beating around the bush with a thousand and one words to make a point, and constantly has her head in the clouds.. heh heh.. had fun doin pw yesterday.. although was a lil distracted.. :p it was an idyllic yet overall productive day.. WR on the verge of being done n a sense of achievement felt at the end of the day... u guys rock! had a sleepin beauty in my room too.. haha.. n in the living room, there was a living distraction.. tsk.. but one i dun really mind... :p they were commentin on y my spirits were so high yesterday, in a very cheeky manner of cos.. haha.. watever gals!!!

oh went to zara to try on clothes after econs today.. sooo cool!!! we tried on the weirdest stuff.. n i even had to slip on a skirt from top down! but the skirt was cute! green checked pleated skirt!!!! haha.. hu woulda though maaan?? hahah... tried on a red checked tube dress that was uber cute! :D n drea tried to mix n match a long sleeved white blouse with a black off shoulder long sleeved top.. the result? a hard time wearin the two long sleeves.. n the blouse was too big!!! :s hahaha.. but overall effect with the green skirt, pretty cute! :D also tried a to with a vest on! gave the illusion that i had more substance! :p hee hee.. it was fun fun fun! the tower even tried on a pair of really high heels! and when i opened her fitting room door it was like bein faced with a REAL tower!!! makes me feels short! but haha! shaun's taller den uuu!!! :p hahhahaa... had hotdogs from and strawberry juice before headin to get a replacement ic.. :S dun ask! haha.. tata!


Friday, September 01, 2006 9/01/2006 07:03:00 PM

after much preparation n mental n physical torment for weeks, it's over. The ones hu made me waste my time would eventually feel the full force of this thing called karma. "SCs have other things to do you noe"... OF COS I BLOODY WELL DO! M I NOT AN SC MYSELF?! that particular sucking up line has been buggin me ever since it was said. it just so happened that I had an econs test i hadn't studied for as well, because of my prior responsibilities. Faced up to the reality that, as was said, politics is not soemthing one can run away from. I'm jus glad it's over. I shall do my job, nothing else. Naively, i had thought that politics wont happen here.. not how we're so bonded n all.. musta been in lala land. For now, it's over!!! n til the next event, i'll have nothing to do with u.

on the brighter side of things, had loadsa fun with the gals, drea, jia lin n vic, trying on stuff n al... when i eventually do get the pics loaded i'll put them up. Somehow connections aren't workin n all... have a webcam which i dunno how to fix up as well.. :S tried dresses in topshop, esprit, and goodnes rems where else.. but it was a hectic day.. left me utterly exhausted, though dinner at fish n co was splendid! good reccommendation gals! :D spent some time roaming with drea later, half my mind on the person i was msging.. n the intuitive gal that she was, sensed it.. haha.. smart gal.. :p had fun anyway! can wait for more! cheers!!

walked to plaza sing after to meet someone.. :D

oh, by the way, this is English, in Alton's world.
1) The feelings are MOO-TOO-AL... (mutual)
2) Bridget stop your INCESSITANT whining.. (incessant)
3) My Chinese is not that AFFLUENT... (fluent)

cheers alton!